Am I finally getting bored

I have been out of work for 2 and a half years now... my illness is controlled about the best it's going to. My weight doesn't fluctuate anymore. We've been through money woes and legal issues. I've watched 100's of movies and we have added 2 more cats, over a dozen hamsters (all but one died) and a puppy to our family. I have had to deal with inlaws and my wifes work habits being erratic for quite sometime, but even with this I am starting to become weary.

I love having the puppy and it's great to be able to raise a child. I never got that chance with my daughter. I still don't talk about her and maybe it's for the best. My son is turning out to be a good buddy and he loves his transformers... It's something we get to bond a lot over. It's amazing getting to watch him grow and change, form his own opinions and become independant.

I'm not working on trying to understand this thing much any more, bipolar is just a fact of my life. I can't do anymore to fight it than what I am doing. I just make the best of my days that I can, though sometimes that understanding doesn't always come easy to my loved ones, it's the only life I can live.

Until later, good luck and good night.