Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I'm on edge today and I don't know why

Man if this doesn't keep getting better and better... I went to take my son to the doctor the other day and I did something that I really didn't need to do for myself... I got on a damn scale. I'm up to an earth shattering 283 pounds now and it only seems to be getting worse. This weight gain I'm getting from being on my meds is getting to be almost as insane as living life off of them. Is this really for the greater good? Every day that I am on them I am putting myself at higher and higher health risk for something stupid like type 2 diabetes, top that off that I smoke and don't exercise and I'm batting a thousand.

Fuck it... can't win one way or the other.

2 comments:

Mo said...

It's nice to see you back online Bryan.
You're right, the weight gain is a complete fuck up.

I know what you mean about the internet becoming a fulltime job, I no longer feel compelled to get involved in the madosphere. I just record my shit. I'm not sure why I do it, my memory is crap so it's handy to look back and see how I've been.

saltedlithium said...

...dude, when you're feeling up to it drop me a line and let me know how things are.